KEITHY!

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Life has nvr been tis bad.. am so SicK of life.. too TiRed to think.. too WeAK to move on...

I'm done...

Someone pls stab a knife into my dying Heart, and put everything to an end...

* Dying me *

KEITHY @ 6:34 PM

Sunday, April 22, 2007

Hmm.. never fail to make e effort to blog at least once a week.. cos i know i'm still keeping e promise...

Time flies.. it's already my 6th week since enlistment.. never tot i could let others take away my freedom and serve e Government like any other peeps out there...

I've become very numb of my surroundings.. i feel so empty myself.. losing all my emotions and feelings...
Or maybe.. i'm not myself anymore.. losing faith on everything.. be it Love, or Brotherhood...

Sometimes i realli wish i could hav e courage to stand in e middle of e road and let my soul be taken away.. to somewhere else...

I hope i'm better off dead...

My past is killing me softly...

KEITHY @ 3:43 PM

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Nothing much to write abt tis week.. *haiz*

Tot i could start a NEW life after i get enlisted fer my NS...

But..

Things doesn't seems to go anywhere with my plans...

First 2 weeks were goin fine fer me.. as in.. i'm starting to put all my pasts and everything behind..
leading on with a new life in my Camp...occupying myself with all e trainings & etc...

Sometimes, i jus asked myself..

Am i trying too hard to move on...?

Is it so difficult to put e past behind and start a new life again?

I dun deny e fact tat i still miss her at times.. still thinking of e happy and sad times we've shared in e past.. keeping e Promise we've made...

I noe it's over..

She's not around anymore..

And, i've to learn to accept it whether i like it or not...

KEITHY @ 11:15 AM

Friday, April 6, 2007

It's my 4th Book-Out !

This week has been very slack fer me.. haha.. on top of it.. i get to book-out one day earlier ! yes!!!

It's Good Friday ! haha ~

No words to describe my mood now.. i'm jus too HaPPY to be able to enjoy a long weekend tis week !!! =)

Trying my best to make e best outta it! haha ~

*Wondering where to go lata? * lol!!!

I'm still adjusting myself to e environment in my CAMP.. things hav been going smoothly.. so i'm glad...

At least i've made some nice buddies over there.. i wun feel so EmO during e time spent inside...

And, there's one guy i think is darn farnie la.. everytime i see him i jus feel like laughing my ass out ! lol !!!

We gave him a name.. Mr Fit Zai ! haha ~

That's HIM posing inside my dormitory in the above picture !!! ~
Pls scroll up e page !

LOL !!!

KEITHY @ 3:37 PM