Woke up by the glaring sunlight coming into my room. Had a rough nite yesterday. Having headache now. Argh!~
Went to my fren's uncle's wake last nite. Stayed for a couple of hours. Had a couple of mahjong "lessons" with them. I suck at mahjong! really. zzZ..
Got home like "4 in the morning" ? updated my blog. And off to bed.
Anyway.. it's wednesday afternoon. Hate the SUN! It's so f*%king bright! I'm like melting. Took a day off today as i'm really not in the mood to work.
Realised she dropped 2 messages into my dying inbox this morning. I dunno how to reply her..or wat to say... Hmm.. i guess she's still sleeping soundly right now.
I seriously should not make such an obvious confession to her.. or mayb it's just too early a time. I made a move at the wrong time. *sigh*
I knew it from the start tat she's not moving on, yet. Even before we had our conversation. I told myself to perservere though. I know how's it like to lose someone Close to You. Memories keep coming back to you. When you realised you are gonna cherish the someone, it's already too late. * Hey Dolly, It's not your fault aight." * I'm glad you're frank to me, at least i know wat's in your mind right now. I feel so contradicting at times. I know you felt the same way. You're just like my reflection in the mirror. We both have problem moving on. So yeah.. i understand. I'm fine. At least for this period of time. Some things are just meant to be. World doesn't stop for you. It's like a rear mirror of a car. You just take glances of wat's behind you, but you keep moving forward.
Hope to maintain wat we are now till the day you move on.
When e day comes.. who knows.. i maybe right at your door waiting.
* i'm gonna bath now.. i think i stinks! *
KEITHY @ 2:00 PM
Everything happened so fast. I couldn't even react to it. Am i trying too hard? I dunno..
The feeling of rejection had so big an impact on me. Things turn nasty. I'm disappointed on myself. Totally..
*wordless*
KEITHY @ 4:53 AM
Monday, April 28, 2008
Hi fone! you have been quiet all day long... Is there something wrong with your inbox? Are ya dead? Do ya need a CPR? I'm a MeDiC! I shud do e job! Oh no~no~ I can't. Perhaps.. i'm not a qualified medic anymore.
Hmm.. just got home from town. Yup. And e nite is dragging me to sleep soon. I'm wondering. Something...abt her. Am i gonna continue waiting like tat? a sitting duck? Or.. maybe...i'm just too curious abt her? Pls talk to me. I would love to hear from her soon.
Hmm.. met up with Kiwiand Brian below my place. Kiwi suggested to play soccer over @ sentosa.. so we've to go all e way to queensway shopping centre to get a ball! wat the fuck?!
After which, we travelled down to Harbour Front interchange to have our breakfast while waiting for Benny and Liang. Everyone just look so SHAG la! especially Liang! *right LIANG ?* LOLS!
Board the bus to sentosa.. onto the beach at SiloSo.. and realised the SUN is so freakin HOT! If i crack an egg on the beach i believe it'll cooked by itself. lols!
Can you imagine us! under the HOT SUN for hours?! We had all sorts of games! Soccer, swimming, "DOG training" etc! lols!
Happen to bumped into Benny's fren. So we got her to take a few pics for us!
*Reaching for the SUN!*
*Star JUMP!*
*Tree HUGGING*
Had a fun-filled day!!! Though everyone went home roasted. Haa. =D
KEITHY @ 4:11 PM
HEYS YOUR BESTFRIEND INVADES (:! you better thank me for yesterday. you better thank me for your new blog skin. you better thank me many many. (: (: (:! okays, i think we are talented in making funny faces! bye bestfriend (:!
KEITHY @ 12:04 AM
Sunday, April 27, 2008
The pretty lady above is my Best Fren!Zing. =D I kept my promise, didn't i ?
Zing! i noe you're trying to help.. and I'm glad ya did! =) thanks.
Met this BIG guy Qi Jie at dblO. He's my camp mate and fren of Zing too! World is so small. We took this pic before he becomes a goner after a glass of graveyard? lols.
My BRUDDERs were there too! We had a couple of JUGGIES! =D
All the Retro, RnB, drinks, and crowd.. we had a hell of anight !!!
