Logged in to my frenster acc earlier on and realise she viewed my profile...
Memories of e past jus keep flashing in my mind al of e sudden...
Feeling sad.. at e same time feeling happy to know tat at least i still occupy some space in her heart... I'm happy to know.. even if its only 1% of it...
I finally understands.. wat's true love..
It nvr dies...
Jus like wat e lyrics from e chinese song, "不远" means...
Loving someone doesnt mean i hav to take possession...
I've nvr reali appreciate how much she had done her me in e past... Always taking things for granted... always demanding... nvr reali put her before myself... I live with regrets...
After lookin at her profile.. seeing e happiness she's having now.. i'm glad for her...
Knowing tat i cant be there for her anymore.. cuz there's already someone else now...
Jus want her to know i shall be the someone who will be there for her whenever she needs.. willing to protect her with all my might.. giving her all my blessings.. a Guardian Angel of hers...
I know you'll be reading tis.. one of tis days...
I dun wish you to think tat im suffering now.. cuz tis is wat i deserve.. and i'm willing to bear all of it no matter wat.. i want you to put e past behind and lead a betta future ahead... I want you to be Happy...
Wat's done can nvr be undone.. it's e fact.. there's nth we can do to change it...
Maybe tis is our fate...
As you've said.. "Nvr turn back and regret..."
I dun deny e fact tat i still loves you much as before...
But i guess i shud give my blessings to you now...
As i feel tis is onli right for me now to truely show my love for you...
I've been hiding my thoughts all tis while.. didn't know how to put it in proper phrase when i'm in a conversation with you...
So i guess tis is e best way i could tel you now...
I apologise for all e attitudes i've given you back then...
I'm sorry tat i cant accept you as my fren yet.. you may think i'm selfish.. but i'm not ready now...
Time shall be e main factor.. we shud jus let time heal us...
Hope you'll understand after reading tis message...
