Tot i could start a NEW life after i get enlisted fer my NS...
But..
Things doesn't seems to go anywhere with my plans...
First 2 weeks were goin fine fer me.. as in.. i'm starting to put all my pasts and everything behind.. leading on with a new life in my Camp...occupying myself with all e trainings & etc...
Sometimes, i jus asked myself..
Am i trying too hard to move on...?
Is it so difficult to put e past behind and start a new life again?
I dun deny e fact tat i still miss her at times.. still thinking of e happy and sad times we've shared in e past.. keeping e Promise we've made...
I noe it's over..
She's not around anymore..
And, i've to learn to accept it whether i like it or not...
