Woke up by the glaring sunlight coming into my room. Had a rough nite yesterday. Having headache now. Argh!~
Went to my fren's uncle's wake last nite. Stayed for a couple of hours. Had a couple of mahjong "lessons" with them. I suck at mahjong! really. zzZ..
Got home like "4 in the morning" ? updated my blog. And off to bed.
Anyway.. it's wednesday afternoon. Hate the SUN! It's so f*%king bright! I'm like melting. Took a day off today as i'm really not in the mood to work.
Realised she dropped 2 messages into my dying inbox this morning. I dunno how to reply her..or wat to say... Hmm.. i guess she's still sleeping soundly right now.
I seriously should not make such an obvious confession to her.. or mayb it's just too early a time. I made a move at the wrong time. *sigh*
I knew it from the start tat she's not moving on, yet. Even before we had our conversation. I told myself to perservere though. I know how's it like to lose someone Close to You. Memories keep coming back to you. When you realised you are gonna cherish the someone, it's already too late. * Hey Dolly, It's not your fault aight." * I'm glad you're frank to me, at least i know wat's in your mind right now. I feel so contradicting at times. I know you felt the same way. You're just like my reflection in the mirror. We both have problem moving on. So yeah.. i understand. I'm fine. At least for this period of time. Some things are just meant to be. World doesn't stop for you. It's like a rear mirror of a car. You just take glances of wat's behind you, but you keep moving forward.
Hope to maintain wat we are now till the day you move on.
When e day comes.. who knows.. i maybe right at your door waiting.
