I've spend my whole life waiting. Waiting for miracles to happen? Hoping for something good in life. But, wat's the point of all these waiting. It nvr seems to bring me anywhere. I'm really disappointed in myself. Always thought i'm smart. But I'm not! I've brought myself upon it. First, was my past. Mistakes tat haunts me till today. Then, now. I dun even know wat i'm looking for! Wat I really want?! Everything just seems so blur to me.
